Be honest, be loyal, be sincere, and you will suffer, wither and collapse. 

 I am not going to spend my life like the last 8 years.

 

Nothing is more important than your health; if you do not exist,

everything is meaningless.

 

I feel cold recently, too cold, too cold that i may not sustain.

Warmth that I have everyday, which I want every day, not from a hug, without a heartbeat, it is from a cold gas water heater.

The cold from me, from inside, and from everyone, it has frozen my sanity.

I wanna get drunk tonight if i have enough sleep before.

 

Thousand Thanks to you, who spend your treasurable time listening to me, about my sadness, my complaints and  my anger.

Thx for your words, my frds, I feel relieved and relax after a conversation.

I am grateful, and you will have my loyalty as a reward.

 

Crimson Tranquility

take my hand

you can reach a paradise for only two

take my breath

you can feel the warmth of a lonesome blue 

take my heart

you can see your  face in this broken mirror

take my soul

I can have your love and  my death surviving through

 

又一次巧合地遇上她, 但始終也未有跟她打招呼

同樣地是一次回望, 再一次無言的眼神接觸

緣份?

 

晚上一剎那間的眼神又意味著什麼

 

這晚我從某君的言語間領略到一事 — 你未曾在乎過  🙂

 

剛傱睡床上爬起來, 半睡半醒中傳來練習著耶誕歌的牧童笛聲, 不知那來的死小孩在大吵大嚷地踢足球, 加上重感冒帶來的偏頭痛, 他媽的我真想把房門破窗而出

In fact, i have much to tell today

somehow, there’s only one thing i want to say

happy birthday

nice meal today, had fun.

 

watch your words

 

賊喊捉賊， 其智可嘉

played basketball with old frds yesterday, and it was so fun. We played at Lok Fu Morse Park, and we ‘跟隊’ once we arrived as there are full courts of ppl…. our opponents were 2 gals and a boy, and a group of boys and TBs sitting on the bench. Apparently they were all younger than us, the gals were slim and swift, unfortunately, seems they are TB 😛

My frd gave a slap on a gal’s chest during game, and the the gal called a foul only

A FOUL !!!   早知我都拍下, hahahaha

first game lost 6- 31 :D……….. reason….. more than obvious la…..球技大躍退…….

second game, according to the boy in gals team, we lost 31-26. However, as all 3 of us rememebered, their team didnt  shoot any 3 pts law….. 31…? according to my frdS, both of them counted that we won already with a score 32-28……. whatever la……. that boy had GALS accompanied with him, and he didnt “inch" us, then suen la, let him ying har, hahahahaha

it’s good that i didnt loose my temper during game….. maybe it’s just a matter of fact that i dont want to play seriously with gals……. anyway…… good start in controling my temper …… 

feel sorry to those who suffered from my complaints

feel sorry to those who request for help while i couldnt offer any

wanna pick up my harmonica again, and thus i cleaned it yesterday. However, the only song that i now can play is " joy to the world" …………

No one cares, no one knows

No one shares, no one shows

I am sensitive, too sensitive; i am so sensitive that everyone says i am too sensitive.

that’s why i appreciate and cherish the tranquil feeling when i am accompanied with frds. As i can only feel safe around them.

sick and tired or numerous “算啦" that i ‘ve heard recently.

finally, the consecutive victory ended here

累得連去理髮的力氣也沒有 ….

 

輸了, 沒有氣餒 , 但也少不免感到可惜

傷了, 沒有半點痛楚感覺

因為痛楚在回程途中已被心傷比下去

 

由於用家樣子不討好, 惹人煩厭, 所以相片已被刪除