Fame, Wealth, Love, Family, Dream, and a lot of sth else
what do you want from this world most?
I’ve got no idea, and I also dont know in what way i should live.

Just be myself, I can just be who I am and live with honour and no
regret but somehow people would think i am not easy-going and get 
me ignored.

To be a dog, it could gain me some more face and respect and i can be
welcome for most of the situation, but still dont feel right to take it
due to my little conscience.

相規以善, 和而不同
It only applys to “friends", so…… I’d better keep my mouth shut and turn a blind eye to some good deeds.

Some ppl said i speak less than i was in the past, while i think i bull shit more after Sep.
Anyway, in order to reduce and minimize the disturbance to the others, I
should keep quiet unless I was invited to any conversation.

Passive as i used to be or the more will I be? Maybe, I am not sure.