woke up in the morning with a painful right eye due to a lack of sleep
listening to love songs while my mom is complaing about my dad
all the project stuff and hockey stuff is floating in my head
and everyone becomes moody recently

unpleasant feeling, though i will try my best to stay conscious
in order to fulfil my duties
have to be more responsible…. for the sake of everything

too easy to be influenced as i am too childish?
or i just care too much about others while forgetting myself all the time
poor ppl from tropic of cancer…….

trying to be independent, as i abominate/detest the helpless feeling

Jing, no one cares about you, but only yourself, remember.